I'm going to slowly start deleting pictures that don't have any s or comments attached to them and any pictures that I don't feel really should be on here due to quality or whatever the case may be. I will admit that I might end up deleting everything and starting over, but I'm definitely starting with what I mentioned. Then once my laptop gets cleaned up and organized, I'll start putting some things back on here for you all to critique.

Now for those of you who decided to go to my blog. I'm going to assume there's none of you since I have one follower there and she's commented once, but I'm also going to assume that there may be those of you who have gone and look regularly but do not comment or have an account to follow with. Please comment. Following isn't a requirement, but I really do need to know how it looks and everything. If you want to check it out, the link is in my previous journal entry.

Now on to other things. I've been doing as well as well can be, which hasn't been very good lately. I'm super stressed and I've found it really hard to get things done, which just stresses me out more. I've actually taken a short break from the blog to get school work done. We've got about 3 weeks left of this semester. It's odd to think that I was so excited to get to this semester and then it kind of slapped me in the face. It's been a rough year. Full of ups and downs. I had my first real relationship. I was dumped. And now I'm still mourning that loss while trying to maintain good grades, hold a job, and not go completely insane. All summer, my TSH levels were borderline hyperthyroid but my last test was higher. Still borderline, but higher. No idea what that means. The Nuvigil helps my fatigue issues, but I'm still tired every day and sometimes I feel like I'm getting worse. I develop random other problems like sores in my nose, wrist problems, a light flu, stomach problems. And I begin to wonder what's going on with me. I've always had health issues, but it's like I get worse and worse with each passing day. And then we have the whole school issue. I haven't done horribly, but it's hard to grade creativity in my copy class and because of that, it's like I feel like I'm failing and I'm not sure if this is where I should be. I'm constantly second guessing myself, but for me, it's too late to try something else. But I do look at myself and how I feel and how much I've always wanted to perform. All my life, I've been in something on stage. And last semester, it was almost sad not being in choir and then being in choir this semester, even if I thought we had serious issues, it was like this huge relief just to be on stage singing. But I'm no performer. And just like how ANTM was the petite season this year. I would've gone and auditioned if I had known. I'm weird. I know. But I don't want to be famous for the sake of being famous. I want to be famous to be able to influence, change people's lives, get people to think. And aside from that last one, how am I supposed to do that with advertising? Sure, I can influence them to buy something, but not influence them to better their lives. Maybe an ad can change a person's life. I dunno. And I know I can get people to think through an ad, but not in the way that I'm wanting. It's just a whole complicated mess.

That completely irrelevant diversion aside, I did have a thought or question for those of you who still care enough to comment here. Because I've been in a copy class, I've written quite a few ads. Out of curiosity, since it is writing, who all would like to see those posted here? I know it's not literary works or even a visual final product, but I thought it would be interesting to add on here once I organized everything and deleted what needs to be removed. Let me know what you all think so I can get them lined up to be put on here once I'm finished organizing everything.

Hope you all are doing better than I am right now!

and
Kyra